-Poem by HOLLY-

she looks in the mirror and what does she see
she sees a girl who looks alot like me
she sees a girl who is alone in herself
she sees a girl who has no more feelings left to be felt
she sees a girl so full of confusion and hurt
she sees a girl who was thrown down in the dirt
she sees a girl who just wants to be accepted
she sees a girl where the worlds hate is reflected
she sees a girl just waiting for love
she sees a girl who inside herself hope fits like a glove
she looks in the mirror and what does she see
she sees a girl who looks alot like me

-Lyrics by Cats Milly-
http://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/track/t-girl-video-blog-2395

No one fucking understands me
Have I fucking ever asked for a re-tweet?
Never in my life
One day in the distant future
I'll make the fucking purr-fect wife
House clean, dinner on when you get back
Hair nice as fuck, never ever fucking bitching on a rap track
Smelling like flowers and baby powder with a moderately sized rack,
But never mind that, uhhh...
I'm going to learn how to write neat,
Stop smoking cigarettes and stop eating red meat
Say "thank you" to strangers politely and wish em dead
Move away from home and still bitch to the Internet
About the way my parents raised me
Then change my name again and not tell anybody
Maybe then I'll finally find my place in this fucked up
stupid ass gender binary society

And then?
And then finally feel happy?
Who the fuck knows?
Maybe.

What the fuck do I motherfucking look like
Swagging like golf wang but sounding like a butch dyke
When I say that I've had surgery
I mean I've had a ski mask stapled on permanently
Yeah, it certainly hurting me,
But I won't never fucking take it off
The truth of the matter is whole world sprained my fucking feelings
But I'll just swag it off uhhhhhh-buutttt
I don't want no leggings, no tight-ass jeans
Low cut tees, just crucify me
Kay, here's my big plan
Dye my hair red
Join a punk band
And never fucking rap again
I don't give a shit, it
Works for me
People like it better
When I don't' say anything
Well whatever
Fuck life, it's just too fucking embarrassing