I never wanted to fight
I didn't need to leave
But with a breath so cold
Do I deserve to breathe
Am I not sick as well?
Aren't we all fucking sick?
So what's the fucking point?
I'm with myself again
I'm not trying to fake myself
I'm just as lost as everyone else
I'm not trying to hide my face
But I just don't want to see you again
I'm not saying the end or start
If there's just two people would you learn to starve?
This isn't what I was meant to say
I pity that this won't go away
I didn't need to know
I never asked for that
I've lost all of my paint
I'm like a canvas, blank
What am I meant to tell you?
That my life is fine?
What can I say right now?
What is my fucking line?
I'm not trying to fake myself
I'm just as lost as everyone else
I'm not trying to hide my face
But I just don't want to see you again
I'm not saying the end or start
If there's just two people would you learn to starve?
This isn't what I was meant to say
I pity that this won't go away
Like a mannequin
Dressed up and stuck up too
Like a Christmas tree
In the month of June
Like a carousel
Spinning up and down
Like I fucked up life
And left it on the ground
I'm not trying to fake myself
I'm just as lost as everyone else
I'm not trying to hide my face
But I fear that I won't see you again
I'm not saying the end or start
If there's just two people would you learn to starve?
This isn't what I was meant to say
I pity that this won't go away
I'm not trying to fake myself
I'm just as lost as everyone else
I'm not trying to hide my face
But I just don't want to see you again
I'm not saying the end or start
If there's just two people would you learn to starve?
This isn't what I was meant to say
I pity that this won't go away
credits
from 9th Symphony,
released May 27, 2016
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